Tuesday, July 16, 2013

it showed us

I am crying...hard enough to make my nose protest...that is something new since grief...it is hard to describe...

and as I lay on the hot front steps, sending back the sun's blaze from the day as it is almost midnight,
I find myself talking to him...asking him to be my guide

but I realized...the universe...god...life....
it showed us.
It showed us good.

Years before him, I wrote of the thing that scared me the most.

Being alone.  afraid, crying, in a corner, lost...

His greatest fear was dying.