Glass Blasting Memoirs

my eyes are swollen
with tears
my heart is swollen
with pain

loss is what there is
there is nothing that is fair
it is all about love
and love is nothing without loss
pain

if you do not love
you do not hurt
and how can you live that way?

How can you not?

I want too many things
fixed
that just can not be.

there is no reset button
there is no redo
as much as we would like there to be

there are no happy endings
there are endings
there is the hope
for magic to come
and help things be easier

I suppose if there is belief
in magic
there is belief in love

help me, please
whoever can
help me believe
in love.